Sometimes, I dont wanna be the one always there, I just want ten minutes of time to actually listen to me. God, this is so messed up right now.

This crazy feeling is starting all over again, and this time, I'm going to keep it to myself, because neither I could explain this feeling. Damn it, those hours. Of pure ecstasy. mmm.

Anyway, seeing the girls yesterday, haha, we could organise one heck of a party even though it was just the four of us. We have got the energy of 500 nursery kids! Four of the closest girls. Aqillah, join the club ey! From the movie to the guitar hero to the food to the laughters. And if we were to form a band, I seriously think we can make it, maybe not a rock band YET ( take note of the YET ) , but soon to be. We have what you require a band to have, yes we do. Especially the energy! The two sister pantats came, and the first they told me that they were hungry. They had to wait halfway through the 3 hours show, but not bad for a hindi show right? Hilarious, makes you laugh your butt off! Kept them and their stomachs occupied! After everything ended, we formed our band, and well. we sucked at first, thennnn, we were friggin awesome, because of the drummer thats improving, two improving / taking turns guitarists and the two / or one awesome singers/ singer! Baik ? Yeah, baik!

Thats what we did, but the most important thing, was the love laughters and FOOD. They cannot stop talking when they were eating, E could, the rest, no hope! Haha!

Alright, today marks an important day for many, and i'll end off with, HappyBirthday, Sugarhoney!

And Dyla, Enjoy ah , Enjoy niary , bagussss (: Loves!

Cancelled Wisma plans. I feel like staying home today. & doing lotsa things with double siblings!

We've cooked up some crazy shit for the upcoming weekend!

RYAAAAAAAAANNNNN :D

Girl

Girl : *Crying * I could not believe he did that to me.
Friend : You know what ? Why waste so much tears ? He doesnt know what he's missing. You deserve better.
Whereas . .
Guy's friend : Sup , man. Heard you broke up with her, why ?
Guy : Not working out.
And he lives his life happily wthout her.

Guy

Guy : Shit,this girl's stressing me
Guy's friend : why ?
Guy : I thought I had her. She knew I liked her. She went off with someone else. She's in a relationship now.
Guy's friend : She doesnt know what shes missing. You're a great guy, no point stressing.
whereas . .

Girl's friend : Hey heard you turned him down , why ?
Girl:No interest.

And she lives her life happily.

I still wonder whats the purpose of the highlighted sentences. In both situations, there is someone that's broken hearted, and the same comfort line is used by the friend. But in both situations, there's the happy ending. Sometimes, I find such a comfort contradicting. She deserves better, he deserves better , true, but with that same comfort line, the person ends up thinking the other party is really missing out and with that, it makes them linger and hang on to that particular statement, and instead of moving on, they're waiting for the other party's return , and the I miss yous' and all the XOXOs. But we all know, he/she isnt coming back, because they're living their lives happily, and the poor heartbroken fella, was misled.

My point? Things happen for a reason. We turn to our friends for comfort, and security, but we have to realise, all the comfort lines are the same, and whatever that actually went down between you and the other party, stays known between the two of you. Ever thought that whatever youre telling all your friends, is all coming from your side? How you feel, how you want it to be, how things should be? And what about the other party?  Only you and the other party would know how broken things are / how wrong things are. At the end of the day, we blame one another based on emotions. Have you ever thought that the other party made the heartbreaking decision because he/she knew what's best for the two of you ? There's a reason why one party can live happily even after the decision, and the other continues to cry and brood about it. As friends, its natural to hate the other fella, but sometimes, its good to open your eyes than take your broken hearted friend's side. There's no reason for hatred, just help your friend move on. No matter what the situation is. And being victims, dont be dependent on your friend for decisions, be independent and decide what's good for you. You know you best.

" If you let him go, and he comes back, he's yours for keeps. "

And with that, we'd know what was ours to begin with.

Dear Friend, This is Dedicated To You.

Days out was a total bliss, and at least it was some place where I could get some peace and place for my head. Spent the Saturday with the 'brave ones' , OCH to Changi Village to Changi Airport. One word, Awesome! Having four jokers around, they can really turn that frown upside down. Yes, thats their talent!

Sunday out to Kintamani for quality time, & Monday out with The Babe of mine up there and Safiah and Izzati, the sugar that I call Candaye, Sasa and Cit, could not make it. But its alright, we'll fix up another date ey :D Caught the movie 2012, that was some awesome shit, and it definitely was worth the money! After the movie, we surveyed Orchard, but  Saf and Izzati had to leave halfway , so the two of us walked round and round and round, till our feet met with their worst nightmare. Thanks, blisters, youre the bomb, not. Off to City hall, and our walk to raffles place was cancelled, because the blisters were hurting really badly, and it was raining heavily.

I cut short whatever we did on the days, because apparently, Im getting finger aches. And Im in the mood to fall asleep again and laze around, yes, even though its still the morning.    :D